I dunno whether I must be happy or sad to be back in my hometown . Actually , I do really want to stay in Singapore only , so that I can be together with my bf , but at the other side , I also dun want to give more burden to my Dad to pay my living cost in Singapore which is definitely higher than in Malang . Really , I'm gonna miss him sia . Counting down started from today , it's 45 days before I'm coming back to Singapore and back in his arm .
Yesterday was a funny day with him yet memorable . I and him went to Expo , to accompany him buy baby stuffs for his niece . It looked like we were husband and wife sia . Some more , I wore an outfit that looked like pregnant dress . Yeah , no wonder one woman there offered me a "Motherhood" magazine . Omg , I look like mother !!! I'm married :O :O :O , married to my bf , lol (in future lor) , hahaha .
He bought pampers , training pants , and baby food as I remember . We're learning how to be a good parents in that parenting exhibition , lol . Gonna miss that moment . Hahahah funny yet memorable .
Today he sent me to airport by MRT , we walked to Bugis MRT then went straight to Changi MRT station . After I checked in then we ate breakfast first at McDonald in Changi . After that we went to the immigration gate and he kissed me before he said bye . I'm here now in Malang and suffer again because of my allergy of cold air , some more the air becomes colder in June and July , and my nose is stuffed every day and can't breathe , keep coughing also . Oh no...
31 May 2013
30 May 2013
Tomorrow Going Back to Indo ...
Well ... Tomorrow at 11.25 AM , I'll be flying back to Indonesia :( gonna miss him a lot sia ...
I hope I can get scholarship so that I'll be in Singapore again on June because I have to attend the interview session . Yay !!
Anyway , I dunno why my mom's friend is so demanding . I know , helping other people is such a gold thing to do . It's a really nice thing , but asking for a lots of help has never been nice , seriously not nice . Especially the one whom you're asked for help is not so close to you . Today she got ask my mom to ask me help them print the ticket for tomorrow's flight . Whoa , then how ? I dun bring pen drive here ? I even asked my dad , what if I wasn't here ? It would be so damn jialat , whom to ask for help sia ? How to survive ? At least , can ask other people here ? Or ask the people around their house ? Or ask the one rent the house to them ? My mom said coz they dun understand English , alright , that's quite weird , how to talk and consult to the doctors then ? I thought they can speak Chinese ? Hmmm...
So then tonight I must print the ticket and deliver it to them . Lucky I'm not staying in Jurong , if I stayed there , must be so complicated to send it to them .
Some more my mom made a bad jokes , I dun wanna talk about it , coz I hate it so much .
I hope I can get scholarship so that I'll be in Singapore again on June because I have to attend the interview session . Yay !!
Anyway , I dunno why my mom's friend is so demanding . I know , helping other people is such a gold thing to do . It's a really nice thing , but asking for a lots of help has never been nice , seriously not nice . Especially the one whom you're asked for help is not so close to you . Today she got ask my mom to ask me help them print the ticket for tomorrow's flight . Whoa , then how ? I dun bring pen drive here ? I even asked my dad , what if I wasn't here ? It would be so damn jialat , whom to ask for help sia ? How to survive ? At least , can ask other people here ? Or ask the people around their house ? Or ask the one rent the house to them ? My mom said coz they dun understand English , alright , that's quite weird , how to talk and consult to the doctors then ? I thought they can speak Chinese ? Hmmm...
So then tonight I must print the ticket and deliver it to them . Lucky I'm not staying in Jurong , if I stayed there , must be so complicated to send it to them .
Some more my mom made a bad jokes , I dun wanna talk about it , coz I hate it so much .
25 May 2013
Saturday...
Two days before I'm coming back to Singapore . Well... , really can't wait for Monday . Can't wait to see him . Also can't wait to be free from this forever flu .
Then now listening to my mom lecturing me . I think coz she has nothing to do bah , that's why lecturing me . The same topic as last time . My boobs and butt size . Omg , I really can't tahan her lecture you know ? What's wrong with them ? I thought they have no problem ? Even she told me because of them I can't wear some kinds of clothes . What ? Is that a joke ?
I wear this one , she lectures me . Wear that one , she lectures me . So what you want ? Me wearing nothing or what ? I thought by going back to my hometown , can make my heart peaceful . What peaceful ? My life is more beautiful in Singapore I guess .
Like that my mom still can say that living in Malang is better . Ya for her is better , for me is crap .
But if I said like that to her , confirm she'd be saying that I don't love my family anymore , or unwanted child , and scolding me . Wah , so scary sia .
Here in my hometown , I'm flu everyday , definitely can't live here , can't tahan cold and polluted air . I'm allergic to it . I seldom fall sick in Singapore , maybe because the air there is cleaner than here . Not so polluted .
Also here I can't stand some narrow minded people . Force me to think the way they think ? No way ...
Then I can't jog here ... Not safe .
Hmmm ... Life is beautiful .
24 May 2013
Happy Vesak Day , Everyone !
To those who celebrate Vesak day , happy Vesak day ! Today dunno why not a holiday in my hometown , in fact it's Vesak day today ? Hmmm ...
Today my grandma checked out from hospital . So ya today was so busy in the morning . My mom even woke me up early in the morning to help her sweep the floor and then we went straight to market to buy the ingredient for making today's meal and the 饺子 to be given to my bf and his family , my mom made and I helped her a bit with it . I can't really cook though , haha .
After that went to hospital to fetch my grandma . Then came back home and continued cooking .
Three days before I'm coming back to Singapore . Can't wait to see him ...
Well , he asked me to go out on Tuesday night but then now I just realized that I have to help the graduation show on that day till 10.00 PM , oh no ! I hope can watch midnight movie ?
Well ... I dunno . Okay , so I hope he read this blog , I dun want to disturb him for now , maybe he's still playing game ? Coz he seems busy , from the way he replied my text .
I also don't understand why my mom always doesn't like me to be in my room . It's the most comfy room in my house . Outside is cold , here is warm .
Anyway , I just realized that guys never had one gf only . They always have at least one and that's game . It's always be their first place gf and the problem is that we girls can't get jealous of it . You're totally retard if you're jealous of it . I also dun wanna be in that first place , coz they'll play you only . Of course they always have time for you , but I won't ever want to be treated like a game . Treat me like a game , I'll show how it's played .
Even my bro said the same thing that what I said about game and guys is true . He also said that his first gf is game , second is a girl .
Even my best friend also said that if he could , he's gonna marry his laptop instead of marrying a woman .
Hmmm right . Haha
Lol just now my bro talked to my bf . Hahaha he said that he doesn't understand singlish that my bf uses . Well slowly learn , then can talk in singlish lor . Haha
The thing that I HATE the most is being ignored . Ya , he got ignore me today sia .
See , last time I still remember , when he texted and then I had no reply , he asked me why no reply , of course because you only said "ok" , I also dunno what to reply . So then since then I always reply lor .
Now , what I got ? Ignored . Nice sia . Even my bro was like surprised coz I no texting him but my bro got text text text text text text text text text to and from him .
Hmmm alrighty then , nvm . I'm fine .
Maybe I'm boring , useless , and failed , totally failed as a gf .
Maybe I'm not needed anymore ?
Or maybe I deserve to be forgotten ?
Thank you for ignoring me ...
Today my grandma checked out from hospital . So ya today was so busy in the morning . My mom even woke me up early in the morning to help her sweep the floor and then we went straight to market to buy the ingredient for making today's meal and the 饺子 to be given to my bf and his family , my mom made and I helped her a bit with it . I can't really cook though , haha .
After that went to hospital to fetch my grandma . Then came back home and continued cooking .
Three days before I'm coming back to Singapore . Can't wait to see him ...
Well , he asked me to go out on Tuesday night but then now I just realized that I have to help the graduation show on that day till 10.00 PM , oh no ! I hope can watch midnight movie ?
Well ... I dunno . Okay , so I hope he read this blog , I dun want to disturb him for now , maybe he's still playing game ? Coz he seems busy , from the way he replied my text .
I also don't understand why my mom always doesn't like me to be in my room . It's the most comfy room in my house . Outside is cold , here is warm .
Anyway , I just realized that guys never had one gf only . They always have at least one and that's game . It's always be their first place gf and the problem is that we girls can't get jealous of it . You're totally retard if you're jealous of it . I also dun wanna be in that first place , coz they'll play you only . Of course they always have time for you , but I won't ever want to be treated like a game . Treat me like a game , I'll show how it's played .
Even my bro said the same thing that what I said about game and guys is true . He also said that his first gf is game , second is a girl .
Even my best friend also said that if he could , he's gonna marry his laptop instead of marrying a woman .
Hmmm right . Haha
Lol just now my bro talked to my bf . Hahaha he said that he doesn't understand singlish that my bf uses . Well slowly learn , then can talk in singlish lor . Haha
The thing that I HATE the most is being ignored . Ya , he got ignore me today sia .
See , last time I still remember , when he texted and then I had no reply , he asked me why no reply , of course because you only said "ok" , I also dunno what to reply . So then since then I always reply lor .
Now , what I got ? Ignored . Nice sia . Even my bro was like surprised coz I no texting him but my bro got text text text text text text text text text to and from him .
Hmmm alrighty then , nvm . I'm fine .
Maybe I'm boring , useless , and failed , totally failed as a gf .
Maybe I'm not needed anymore ?
Or maybe I deserve to be forgotten ?
Thank you for ignoring me ...
23 May 2013
Anyway , My School is NAFA , not NTU
It's quite surprising when on Monday night , my Dad asked me ,"So how's the life in NTU ?"
I was like what ? NTU ? How do I know ?
Then I asked him ,"What ? NTU ?"
"Ya , your school right ?"
"What ?? No , that's not my school !"
"Really ? I thought your school is Nanyang ?"
Then he told me that last time got one customer in his restaurant , asking about what school I go to in Singapore . He said to them that I go to Nanyang . Then the customer said ,"Oh , that must be NTU !"
Oh no la , no way I go to NTU . It's also Nanyang , but NTU is Nanyang Technological University , mine is NAFA , Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts .
Anyway , dunno why today when my mom kept asking about my bf like about what he likes , etc and then my bro instantly wanted his number . I was like for what ?
Then he said to talk to my bf , about games and anime . At first I didn't wanna give it to him , but then my mom looked at me with uncomfortable look . Then said ,"Just give la ! Why ? You and him keep something secretly from your family ?"
Scary , so ok I gave it to him lor . Wah Liao , why always want to know about my business with him sia . Just let us enjoy our relationship la . Just like my father , he never ask me anything about my relationship , unless something important like my bf's name , or what languages he speaks . The other things , he doesn't really bother . My mom and my brother , wah Liao , always need update everyday .
My mom also got talk about my boobs and butt size . Omg she said that they're too big . What ?? I thought my boobs are not so big ? Oh or maybe coz mine are slightly bigger than hers ? About my butt it's ok la , I told her ,"Mom , some guys like big butt , sexy lor ! So I don't need any plastic surgery to make it bigger , it's natural , lol "
Then she asked ,"Really meh ? Then you mean your bf like your butt and boobs ?"
"Dunno le , maybe ? Haha it's good if he likes lor "
"Wah Liao , you ah , everytime say sexy sexy , but you must know how to control your self hor ! Dun anyhow do sex , better do after marriage !"
Lol
Anyway , I regret going back at July 15th , I should have gone back before June 28th ... If I hadn't booked the ticket for July 15th , I'd have been a student leader for freshmen :(
Oh no ...
Okay nvm then , no choice ...
Anyway , last time I bought wine from airport , then they gave the plastic to cover the wine , and got writing there "SGP / Nanyang"
Then my dad asked me ,"Whoa your school got sell alcoholic drinks meh ?"
I was surprised till he showed me that writing . So I was like , okay... Then I explained to him that it's alr like that when I bought the wine in airport .
Last year , I did really enjoy being back in hometown , but now , I feel like something is missing . I miss my bf .
I become more sensitive also lately , maybe it's almost my period , that's why ...
Hmmm...
I was like what ? NTU ? How do I know ?
Then I asked him ,"What ? NTU ?"
"Ya , your school right ?"
"What ?? No , that's not my school !"
"Really ? I thought your school is Nanyang ?"
Then he told me that last time got one customer in his restaurant , asking about what school I go to in Singapore . He said to them that I go to Nanyang . Then the customer said ,"Oh , that must be NTU !"
Oh no la , no way I go to NTU . It's also Nanyang , but NTU is Nanyang Technological University , mine is NAFA , Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts .
Anyway , dunno why today when my mom kept asking about my bf like about what he likes , etc and then my bro instantly wanted his number . I was like for what ?
Then he said to talk to my bf , about games and anime . At first I didn't wanna give it to him , but then my mom looked at me with uncomfortable look . Then said ,"Just give la ! Why ? You and him keep something secretly from your family ?"
Scary , so ok I gave it to him lor . Wah Liao , why always want to know about my business with him sia . Just let us enjoy our relationship la . Just like my father , he never ask me anything about my relationship , unless something important like my bf's name , or what languages he speaks . The other things , he doesn't really bother . My mom and my brother , wah Liao , always need update everyday .
My mom also got talk about my boobs and butt size . Omg she said that they're too big . What ?? I thought my boobs are not so big ? Oh or maybe coz mine are slightly bigger than hers ? About my butt it's ok la , I told her ,"Mom , some guys like big butt , sexy lor ! So I don't need any plastic surgery to make it bigger , it's natural , lol "
Then she asked ,"Really meh ? Then you mean your bf like your butt and boobs ?"
"Dunno le , maybe ? Haha it's good if he likes lor "
"Wah Liao , you ah , everytime say sexy sexy , but you must know how to control your self hor ! Dun anyhow do sex , better do after marriage !"
Lol
Anyway , I regret going back at July 15th , I should have gone back before June 28th ... If I hadn't booked the ticket for July 15th , I'd have been a student leader for freshmen :(
Oh no ...
Okay nvm then , no choice ...
Anyway , last time I bought wine from airport , then they gave the plastic to cover the wine , and got writing there "SGP / Nanyang"
Then my dad asked me ,"Whoa your school got sell alcoholic drinks meh ?"
I was surprised till he showed me that writing . So I was like , okay... Then I explained to him that it's alr like that when I bought the wine in airport .
Last year , I did really enjoy being back in hometown , but now , I feel like something is missing . I miss my bf .
I become more sensitive also lately , maybe it's almost my period , that's why ...
Hmmm...
22 May 2013
Well...
Today , I visited my grandma's house . Then I prayed there , greet my grandpa's spirit . After that I talked to my grandma from my Dad's side . She asked a lots of things . My aunty also called her today then she talked to me by phone . You know what's the first thing she asked after she asked me about when I reached Malang ? She asked ,"Hey , I heard you got 男朋友 alr ?? Really ?? Hey you owe a story to me ah ! Hahaha finally you got one ! Is that true ?"
"What true ?"
"That you got 男朋友 ?"
"Hehehe..."
"Wah Liao , laugh only sia !"
Lol you know already , why still ask ? Lol find it by your self . I didn't answer her anything but laughed . My grandma also asked me the same thing ,"蓉 娌 ah , you got 小 哥 ( this is how she calls bf ) from 新加坡 ?"
I was like , wow , she doesn't have any social network account on Internet , how she know ??
Then I didn't answer , just smiled at her . I think by acting like that , she'd know already .
Hmmm later la , let all know by them selves , lol
Today is my bf's father bday . Then he asked me to send voice message trough we chat . So I sent lor , with my embarrassing Chinese , saying happy birthday wishes in Chinese . Then after that his father replied my voice message . Not sure what he said , but I think he said "蓉 娌 啊 ，好 上 课 ah , 谢 谢 你 , ok ? 谢谢 ＂
Dunno whether it's correct or no . My Chinese is not so good .
Lol
"What true ?"
"That you got 男朋友 ?"
"Hehehe..."
"Wah Liao , laugh only sia !"
Lol you know already , why still ask ? Lol find it by your self . I didn't answer her anything but laughed . My grandma also asked me the same thing ,"蓉 娌 ah , you got 小 哥 ( this is how she calls bf ) from 新加坡 ?"
I was like , wow , she doesn't have any social network account on Internet , how she know ??
Then I didn't answer , just smiled at her . I think by acting like that , she'd know already .
Hmmm later la , let all know by them selves , lol
Today is my bf's father bday . Then he asked me to send voice message trough we chat . So I sent lor , with my embarrassing Chinese , saying happy birthday wishes in Chinese . Then after that his father replied my voice message . Not sure what he said , but I think he said "蓉 娌 啊 ，好 上 课 ah , 谢 谢 你 , ok ? 谢谢 ＂
Dunno whether it's correct or no . My Chinese is not so good .
Lol
21 May 2013
I Think...
Anyway , how to level up my Chinese in one month only ? Hmmm ... That's a new thing that keeps haunting me . My mom said that it's impossible to find a teacher who wants to teach you Chinese for one month only . Noooooo , then how ?? Talking to my friend in china via phone ?
What haunts me is what if he leave me because my Chinese is so bad ? What if his parents dislike me because of this matter ?
At least I always try to learn learn and learn . I listen more to Chinese songs , watch Chinese dramas , watch Chinese movies , talk in Chinese to my parents , although they dun take it as serious action . Hmmm no choice. It's just that I will always try and l will not stop learning .
Maybe one day my parents find so many notes written in Chinese stick on my entire wall inside my room , then my mom scold me and send me back ASAP to Singapore so that I won't dirty my room wall but my hostel wall better . Whoa such a nice trick sia ! Must try must try ! Lol so that I can be in Singapore again faster without waiting for July 15th ...
Maybe too it's because I have no confidence in speaking in Chinese but actually I can speak in Chinese . I dunno also , but sometimes I do feel like that ...
For instant example : I won't talk in Chinese to my Chinese classmates , unless it's really urgent and no choice , I'll speak in Chinese . Or maybe if I have Chinese roommate , also no choice , must speak Chinese if she really has no idea of what I'm talking about . Although my Chinese is so embarrassing , so confidence is the key now .
Okay I found it !!
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