Ya , when I was sleeping last night . I got some weird strange scary dreams . I dunno why those dreams appeared in my sleep . Maybe because the scary story my Mom told me before I went to sleep , or maybe I was too tired , I dunno also .
First dream was my big family coming to Singapore , they were in Bugis Plus as I remember . Then my bf also there and my big family knew about him , guess I intro him to them in my dream . Then I dunno why also , my grandpa already passed away and he was there ? Even I helped him walk downstairs by escalator . Hmmm weird ... okay...
Then next , the second one I couldn't really remember .
The third one , was disgusting . Wth , I was almost being raped by a ladyboy . Aaaaaaaaaaaaa .... he (she) kidnapped me and brought me to Burlington Square where he (she) lives . Then ya that thing was almost happened and I kept pushing him (her) away so that he (she) couldn't come near me and do that thing . Till then lucky someone knocked her door . That was the time I ran away .
The fourth one was disgusting also . A cockroach climbed on my foot and the others flied around me . Ewwww...
Strange dreams ....
I was awake few times . Every time I finished one dream , I was awake ...
Gonna go Bugis later , remembering my dream again .... I need Koi...
Aaaaa refresh my mind ...
Nightmare , bad dreams ...
16 May 2013
Why Do I Blog ?
Well , after long time blogging , now I got one question inside my mind . Why do I blog ? Hmmm so many reasons actually , but I'm gonna tell you some of them only .
First , I need diary . Actually booklet diary is okay and cute , but it's not efficient . I have to write with a pen , then my hand can get tired easily . So , better use a blog . I can type , no need to use pen or pencil .
Second , blogging is easy . Not difficult . Even if you're sad and you want to scream , just scream here , it won't disturb anyone . See , now I'm giving you an example .
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... !!!
Do you see me disturbing you ?? No right ?
That's why , blogging is better place to 'throw' all your problems , than talking to a friend . Even if you cry here also okay . Nobody won't feel like being disturbed or annoyed .
Third , I often use laptop . Normally to do my homework or watch movie , but sometimes , I want to type , then type here la . Can share some experiences of mine also . Right ?
Fourth , blog is more private than FB . Ya , if I write my problem on Facebook status , my family , and my friends can read it , then they'll keep talking about my problem . Here is more private , I can write about everything easily . Just a few people know about my blog . So ya , it's safe .
Fifth , it's simple . Can just anyhow open my blog everywhere and write about what I want to say . I can open on my phone or my laptop . Not like if I have booklet as my diary , I need to find a place to sit and write , inconvenient .
Yeah , there are five reasons why I blog .
First , I need diary . Actually booklet diary is okay and cute , but it's not efficient . I have to write with a pen , then my hand can get tired easily . So , better use a blog . I can type , no need to use pen or pencil .
Second , blogging is easy . Not difficult . Even if you're sad and you want to scream , just scream here , it won't disturb anyone . See , now I'm giving you an example .
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... !!!
Do you see me disturbing you ?? No right ?
That's why , blogging is better place to 'throw' all your problems , than talking to a friend . Even if you cry here also okay . Nobody won't feel like being disturbed or annoyed .
Third , I often use laptop . Normally to do my homework or watch movie , but sometimes , I want to type , then type here la . Can share some experiences of mine also . Right ?
Fourth , blog is more private than FB . Ya , if I write my problem on Facebook status , my family , and my friends can read it , then they'll keep talking about my problem . Here is more private , I can write about everything easily . Just a few people know about my blog . So ya , it's safe .
Fifth , it's simple . Can just anyhow open my blog everywhere and write about what I want to say . I can open on my phone or my laptop . Not like if I have booklet as my diary , I need to find a place to sit and write , inconvenient .
Yeah , there are five reasons why I blog .
Looking for Something for My Grandma
Ya , today I went to Bugis again . Haha , my Mom got ask me to buy a cardigan for my grandma . This is what I hate from shopping alone without my Mom . She's kind of picky shopper you know ? Once she wanted the black cardigan , then when I asked the shopkeeper to get the black one L size , she wanted the grey one . After that , I asked for the grey one then she wanted the black one , after that she changed into the grey one again . Wah liao , so confusing sia... What you want ?
Then I met my bf there also . He went to eat dinner with his friend . So I joined him and his friend . Then after that we walked around Bugis Plus . I got drink two large cups of Koi Jasmine Green Tea . Hahaha... Then made me go to toilet after that .
We also went to OG , looking for clothes , maybe got something nice for my grandma . Then I found out that the price there was like "wow" . So ya , I didn't buy anything . After that we walked back home , he walked me till Little India Station , then I walked back alone to my hostel .
Really , blogging while talking to my Mom on phone is not nice . Later I typed what I'm talking with my Mom , not what I want to type .
Anyway , my Mom just told me a scary story , happened in my grandma's house . She said , few days ago , she prayed in my grandma's house using joss stick , to pray for my grandpa's spirit . Actually every time got visitors or guests visiting my grandparent's house from my Dad side , must pray first using joss stick for my grandpa's spirit , like say hello to him first or something . I also pray first every time I visit my grandparent's house . Then my mom said that the scary thing that happened was when she was praying , she hadn't prayed yet actually , just set the fire to the joss sticks , then she suddenly heard something from my grandpa's room . She said that it sounds like someone pull the chair inside the room . Clearly , she could hear the sound of the chair . Till she couldn't concentrate praying . After she put the joss sticks , she then came to the kitchen where my Dad's still cooking . She asked my Dad whether my grandma is already back home or no . Then my Dad said that actually nobody stay in my grandparent's house , my grandma is currently staying in my aunty's house . Whoa , so damn scary sia . So who pulled the chair ??
My Dad said it's probably my grandpa's spirit came visit his house . Besides , it's because nobody changed the food and drinks on the table where my grandparents used to pray for Guan Yim , Tian Gong and Tu Di Gong . Nobody take care of the room my grandparents used to pray , since nobody stayed there for few days . My grandpa passed away already , my grandma is with my aunty , so the house was empty for few days .
Lucky that didn't happen to me . If that happened to me , I think what would I do is like maybe my hand would have no energy anymore . Then dropped my joss sticks by accident . Then I fainted ... I never saw my grandpa appearing in front of me though . My mom said that if my grandpa spirit , then I'm lucky . Ya lucky and I would get heart attack also . Wah liao . It's not a movie , a real life , so must be scary .
Then I met my bf there also . He went to eat dinner with his friend . So I joined him and his friend . Then after that we walked around Bugis Plus . I got drink two large cups of Koi Jasmine Green Tea . Hahaha... Then made me go to toilet after that .
We also went to OG , looking for clothes , maybe got something nice for my grandma . Then I found out that the price there was like "wow" . So ya , I didn't buy anything . After that we walked back home , he walked me till Little India Station , then I walked back alone to my hostel .
Really , blogging while talking to my Mom on phone is not nice . Later I typed what I'm talking with my Mom , not what I want to type .
Anyway , my Mom just told me a scary story , happened in my grandma's house . She said , few days ago , she prayed in my grandma's house using joss stick , to pray for my grandpa's spirit . Actually every time got visitors or guests visiting my grandparent's house from my Dad side , must pray first using joss stick for my grandpa's spirit , like say hello to him first or something . I also pray first every time I visit my grandparent's house . Then my mom said that the scary thing that happened was when she was praying , she hadn't prayed yet actually , just set the fire to the joss sticks , then she suddenly heard something from my grandpa's room . She said that it sounds like someone pull the chair inside the room . Clearly , she could hear the sound of the chair . Till she couldn't concentrate praying . After she put the joss sticks , she then came to the kitchen where my Dad's still cooking . She asked my Dad whether my grandma is already back home or no . Then my Dad said that actually nobody stay in my grandparent's house , my grandma is currently staying in my aunty's house . Whoa , so damn scary sia . So who pulled the chair ??
My Dad said it's probably my grandpa's spirit came visit his house . Besides , it's because nobody changed the food and drinks on the table where my grandparents used to pray for Guan Yim , Tian Gong and Tu Di Gong . Nobody take care of the room my grandparents used to pray , since nobody stayed there for few days . My grandpa passed away already , my grandma is with my aunty , so the house was empty for few days .
Lucky that didn't happen to me . If that happened to me , I think what would I do is like maybe my hand would have no energy anymore . Then dropped my joss sticks by accident . Then I fainted ... I never saw my grandpa appearing in front of me though . My mom said that if my grandpa spirit , then I'm lucky . Ya lucky and I would get heart attack also . Wah liao . It's not a movie , a real life , so must be scary .
15 May 2013
Good Luck for My Bro for His Exams
My mom called me this morning to tell me that Jetstar called her and she didn't understand about what they said , since she's not English speaker . Then she told me to call Jetstar . Apparently , it's about my flight schedule changing . They delayed my flight for 10 minutes .
After that she told me about my brother's study report . She was so disappointed . She scolded my bro while she was on phone with me . Then I told her not to scold him too much . He's stubborn , I know that . She said that he got five fail . Hmmm , for me , that's normal , since in my school 75 is the limit of fail , below 75 , you're failed . You need to get 75 and above to pass .
Well , I just can say good luck and do better for your exams , my beloved didi . It's for your future also ...
My mom also asked me whether I can meet up with my bf between May 27th to May 31st . She said that she wants to give something for him and his family . Still not sure what she wants to give though .
She got talk about foods also , that made me hungry after that when I was in Bugis then ate dinner together with my bf and his friend . She said that she wants to cook my favorite foods when I'm in Malang . Ya ... a lots of my favorite foods . Aaaaaaa I'm hungry !!
Anyway , dunno why now I'm a bit dizzy , I hope I dun catch a cold ...
After that she told me about my brother's study report . She was so disappointed . She scolded my bro while she was on phone with me . Then I told her not to scold him too much . He's stubborn , I know that . She said that he got five fail . Hmmm , for me , that's normal , since in my school 75 is the limit of fail , below 75 , you're failed . You need to get 75 and above to pass .
Well , I just can say good luck and do better for your exams , my beloved didi . It's for your future also ...
My mom also asked me whether I can meet up with my bf between May 27th to May 31st . She said that she wants to give something for him and his family . Still not sure what she wants to give though .
She got talk about foods also , that made me hungry after that when I was in Bugis then ate dinner together with my bf and his friend . She said that she wants to cook my favorite foods when I'm in Malang . Ya ... a lots of my favorite foods . Aaaaaaa I'm hungry !!
Anyway , dunno why now I'm a bit dizzy , I hope I dun catch a cold ...
14 May 2013
Mum Sharing Her Love Story with Dad
I talked to my Mom this afternoon by phone when I was outside . I asked her about how she met Dad for the first time . She said that at that time , her mom already friends with my Dad's mom . Then my Dad's mom , often visited her mom for buying coffee . Her mom sold coffee at that time to earn money . Then , her mom introduced her to my Dad . My Dad is 5 years older than my Mom . He worked in a metal factory near my Mom's house at that time . That's why he came visit my Mom everyday , talked on phone , and even sometimes took a rest in my Mom's house and took a bath there after work . They dated for few years then my mom got married to him when she was 24 , and my Dad was 29 .
Then she talked about my brother . She said that my brother never studied , too lazy , although it's nearly his exams . She said that she gave up already about asking my brother to go study .
"Everyday play game only , never study , I don't understand also , he plays game and turn on TV at the same time , how come watch movie and play game at the same time ??" she said .
Then I told her ,"It's okay , Mom , normally guys are like that . Especially teenage boys . Ya , all guys love game , even till they're old also still play game , for easy example , Dad . He plays game although he's almost 49 ... If not game then TV , game again , TV again , game again , and forever it will be ... so don't worry , hahaha "
Then , hearing about my talking about games , my bro said ," See , even jie jie understand about this , Mama should be like jie jie also , so nice you know ??"
My mom said ,"No way , if I became like your jie jie , later you would quit school ! You better stop playing game and go study !"
Hahaha... to me , I think once you're addicted to game , forever you'll stuck there , no one can stop you , but your self .
Missing my Mom's cooking ...
Yeah , five more days and I'm back in Malang ...
Then she talked about my brother . She said that my brother never studied , too lazy , although it's nearly his exams . She said that she gave up already about asking my brother to go study .
"Everyday play game only , never study , I don't understand also , he plays game and turn on TV at the same time , how come watch movie and play game at the same time ??" she said .
Then I told her ,"It's okay , Mom , normally guys are like that . Especially teenage boys . Ya , all guys love game , even till they're old also still play game , for easy example , Dad . He plays game although he's almost 49 ... If not game then TV , game again , TV again , game again , and forever it will be ... so don't worry , hahaha "
Then , hearing about my talking about games , my bro said ," See , even jie jie understand about this , Mama should be like jie jie also , so nice you know ??"
My mom said ,"No way , if I became like your jie jie , later you would quit school ! You better stop playing game and go study !"
Hahaha... to me , I think once you're addicted to game , forever you'll stuck there , no one can stop you , but your self .
Missing my Mom's cooking ...
Yeah , five more days and I'm back in Malang ...
13 May 2013
Enchanted to Meet You
Hmmm , in this post , I'm gonna post about my someone special , a.k.a my bf . Ya , for my best friends and my blog readers , who want to know about this thing for so long already , ya I'm posting it now . Haha , so you can read .
Well , actually the most frequently asked question from my best friends is that how I met my bf . Well , actually we met online , from a chatting app called "Skout" . We started chatting on February 24th , 2013 . I still remember what he first asked about me . It's about my really long name . Josephine Vania Kartika Chandra . He asked me how I'm gonna write my name on my exam . Hahaha , funny question . Ya , long name , but every exam I just need to write Vania Kartika Chandra though . Haha ... Josephine is my baptist name , but some people call me Josephine , it's easier to remember . Actually can call me using my Chinese name also , Zhang Rong Li , just like how my family calls me .
Okay , next . After we talked a lot on Skout , I asked him whether he has What's app or any other app , since Skout is often being laggy . Then we exchanged Line ID and we continued to chat trough Line . At first , I never take my conversation with him as a serious action . Since I met a lots of "just play play" guys on Skout . At first I thought that he also played played only . Besides , I liked someone else that time . So , ya , I never thought that time , that he would be so important to me , just like now , he's definitely important part of my life now . Since I first time using Skout , I already met some guys before I met him . Ya , some guys whom I met before him were like... uhmmm what to say ? I think... I can say that they're jerks . Ya , they just wanted to play with girls . Most of them just want sex . Ya , must be careful about this . That's why I didn't anyhow meet guys . See first how they behave on chatting . Sometimes , they can talk dirty on chat , so they might be really a 'dirty' person , but some of them , talk so nice on chat , but when I met them , I never want to meet them again , and never want to talk to them again . It depends on my intuition also actually . I always have strong feeling about everything , normally .
So ya , at that time , when I liked someone else , he kept texting me via line . At that time , I always wished that every time I got the ringtone from my phone , I wished that it's from the guy whom I liked at that time , but when I checked it , ya , it's from him . Then I replied . I kept hoping on the guy that I liked at that time , till I did realize one thing . I realized that this guy , who's currently my bf , really cared about me . He kept texting me at that time . Asking me about my day , my school , etc . I asked me self that time ,"OMG , Josephine , are you stupid ? Blind ? Deaf ? F*cking idiot or what ? See , got this guy cares about you , why you still hoping on that bastard ??" So then ya , I stopped hoping on that guy , and tried to know more about this guy . I even still remember , at that time , when I was still having a crush on that bastard , and this guy asked me "Do you think I'm boring ?" I answered "Kinda"
Lol , now the answer will be totally different . He's not a boring person at all . I was wrong at that time . He's my everything , important part of my life . Lol .
After chatting on Line for a few weeks , then I asked him whether he has What's app , and he said he has . So then we exchanged number , and we continued chatting through What's app . Few days after chatting through What's app . He asked me whether I want to meet up or no . Then I agreed to meet up . I was curious about him . At first I thought he's a fake profile since his DP was blur . Then so after church , we met in Bugis Plus . That was Saturday . Then hmmm first impression when I met him . Waa looks like Shinichi Kudo . So then we talked while waiting for the dinner at Ramen Champion , Bugis Plus . I like his reaction towards my jokes . The way he laughed , so funny . Then I started thinking that this guy is different from other guys . There are few things that make him different from the other guys . He respects me . Got one guy before I met him , ya , he's a pervert I guess , first time meeting already held hands , hugged me , what the hell . Even tried to kiss me and touch me . Lucky I never slapped him or reported him to police for a sexual harassment case . That guy was over confident also , really regret meeting that kind of guy .
Okay , so back to topic . This guy also doesn't talk too much . He's more chatty on text messages . I'm the opposite , I'm more chatty when I'm talking right in front of him , not by text messages .
After dinner , then we watched a movie , the title is "Jack and the Giant Slayer" .
I was enchanted to meet him .
Since the first meeting , I already had different feeling towards him . I mean I treat him differently from the way I treat other guys . After meeting for a few more times after the first meeting , the feeling towards him started growing more and more each day . I always waited for him to text me first . Ya , that's my style , no texting guy first . Till one day , he didn't text me at all and I was so damn sad . I started thinking that maybe he didn't like me . Till then he texted me at 12.00 AM plus after that day . I was so damn happy . Hahaha .
One day , he asked me whether I had a crush on a guy at that time , and I said yes . He kept asking me about the guy I had a crush on at that time almost every day . I didn't tell him that the guy I had a crush on was him though .
I did blogging also at that time and never realized that he read my blog daily . Till one day he told me that he knew already that the guy I had a crush on was him .
Then one day after we went out and we were in his car , he talked about his dream . Ya that creepy dream that I always want to throw it away from my mind but never been successful . He then asked me whether I still want to be his gf after knowing about that dream . Then I said yes .
So ya , then we started our relationship since April 7th , 2013 , 12.35 AM .
We've been together like for one month plus . 1 month and 1 week . Lol
I love you <3 xoxo
Well , actually the most frequently asked question from my best friends is that how I met my bf . Well , actually we met online , from a chatting app called "Skout" . We started chatting on February 24th , 2013 . I still remember what he first asked about me . It's about my really long name . Josephine Vania Kartika Chandra . He asked me how I'm gonna write my name on my exam . Hahaha , funny question . Ya , long name , but every exam I just need to write Vania Kartika Chandra though . Haha ... Josephine is my baptist name , but some people call me Josephine , it's easier to remember . Actually can call me using my Chinese name also , Zhang Rong Li , just like how my family calls me .
Okay , next . After we talked a lot on Skout , I asked him whether he has What's app or any other app , since Skout is often being laggy . Then we exchanged Line ID and we continued to chat trough Line . At first , I never take my conversation with him as a serious action . Since I met a lots of "just play play" guys on Skout . At first I thought that he also played played only . Besides , I liked someone else that time . So , ya , I never thought that time , that he would be so important to me , just like now , he's definitely important part of my life now . Since I first time using Skout , I already met some guys before I met him . Ya , some guys whom I met before him were like... uhmmm what to say ? I think... I can say that they're jerks . Ya , they just wanted to play with girls . Most of them just want sex . Ya , must be careful about this . That's why I didn't anyhow meet guys . See first how they behave on chatting . Sometimes , they can talk dirty on chat , so they might be really a 'dirty' person , but some of them , talk so nice on chat , but when I met them , I never want to meet them again , and never want to talk to them again . It depends on my intuition also actually . I always have strong feeling about everything , normally .
So ya , at that time , when I liked someone else , he kept texting me via line . At that time , I always wished that every time I got the ringtone from my phone , I wished that it's from the guy whom I liked at that time , but when I checked it , ya , it's from him . Then I replied . I kept hoping on the guy that I liked at that time , till I did realize one thing . I realized that this guy , who's currently my bf , really cared about me . He kept texting me at that time . Asking me about my day , my school , etc . I asked me self that time ,"OMG , Josephine , are you stupid ? Blind ? Deaf ? F*cking idiot or what ? See , got this guy cares about you , why you still hoping on that bastard ??" So then ya , I stopped hoping on that guy , and tried to know more about this guy . I even still remember , at that time , when I was still having a crush on that bastard , and this guy asked me "Do you think I'm boring ?" I answered "Kinda"
Lol , now the answer will be totally different . He's not a boring person at all . I was wrong at that time . He's my everything , important part of my life . Lol .
After chatting on Line for a few weeks , then I asked him whether he has What's app , and he said he has . So then we exchanged number , and we continued chatting through What's app . Few days after chatting through What's app . He asked me whether I want to meet up or no . Then I agreed to meet up . I was curious about him . At first I thought he's a fake profile since his DP was blur . Then so after church , we met in Bugis Plus . That was Saturday . Then hmmm first impression when I met him . Waa looks like Shinichi Kudo . So then we talked while waiting for the dinner at Ramen Champion , Bugis Plus . I like his reaction towards my jokes . The way he laughed , so funny . Then I started thinking that this guy is different from other guys . There are few things that make him different from the other guys . He respects me . Got one guy before I met him , ya , he's a pervert I guess , first time meeting already held hands , hugged me , what the hell . Even tried to kiss me and touch me . Lucky I never slapped him or reported him to police for a sexual harassment case . That guy was over confident also , really regret meeting that kind of guy .
Okay , so back to topic . This guy also doesn't talk too much . He's more chatty on text messages . I'm the opposite , I'm more chatty when I'm talking right in front of him , not by text messages .
After dinner , then we watched a movie , the title is "Jack and the Giant Slayer" .
I was enchanted to meet him .
Since the first meeting , I already had different feeling towards him . I mean I treat him differently from the way I treat other guys . After meeting for a few more times after the first meeting , the feeling towards him started growing more and more each day . I always waited for him to text me first . Ya , that's my style , no texting guy first . Till one day , he didn't text me at all and I was so damn sad . I started thinking that maybe he didn't like me . Till then he texted me at 12.00 AM plus after that day . I was so damn happy . Hahaha .
One day , he asked me whether I had a crush on a guy at that time , and I said yes . He kept asking me about the guy I had a crush on at that time almost every day . I didn't tell him that the guy I had a crush on was him though .
I did blogging also at that time and never realized that he read my blog daily . Till one day he told me that he knew already that the guy I had a crush on was him .
Then one day after we went out and we were in his car , he talked about his dream . Ya that creepy dream that I always want to throw it away from my mind but never been successful . He then asked me whether I still want to be his gf after knowing about that dream . Then I said yes .
So ya , then we started our relationship since April 7th , 2013 , 12.35 AM .
We've been together like for one month plus . 1 month and 1 week . Lol
I love you <3 xoxo
Just Talked to the Vietnamese Girl
Hmmm.... ya , just now , I met that girl again accidentally . No choice , then talked lor .
So then I talked to her about a lots of things .
First , she talked about her crush . She said that she never guessed that that guy keeps changing girl . Then I told her that because he's still young and of course la won't take a relationship as a serious action . Then she insisted that this guy is nice , or something , and the thing that she likes the most from this guy is that he's still a virgin . Then I told her that it's because he's still 17 la , he can still change . Still a kid , later see whether he can still be a nice guy when he's 24 plus . Aiyoh , looking for a serious relationship , why hoping it from a 17 year old guy ? Normally guys on that age will just play play only la , still young mah...
Then she talked about a girl in my school , just call her Amy for simple , she's from Jakarta . I know that her parents are rich , ya since Jakarta people are normally rich , and she's so pampered . To me , she's so lucky , pretty , rich , have so many guys adore her , and so pampered . One thing that I can't stand from her , why she keeps saying that she's so unlucky , her parents never sent her money , and she wants to kill her self . That's what the Viet girl said about her . Wah liao , never sent her money but how can she often go shopping ? Money fall down from sky ah ? Then the Viet girl also said that Amy often go clubbing , and once , after clubbing and she was drunk , she was going somewhere with a guy she just met once only in the club and the guy touched her below part , and she didn't realize what the guy did with it . She didn't know whether the guy put his "thing" inside there or no . The Viet girl only knew that the next day she came to her and cried in front of her saying that she regret the thing and wanted to kill her self . The Viet girl said "I dunno whether she loose her virginity but she didn't wanna tell me or just because she never got guy touch it before ... But she said that her 'thing' is painful after that "
I replied ,"Maybe the guy didn't put his 'thing' inside , just fingers only , or I dunno also , I never experienced that stuff before , so I never know ..."
Then the Viet girl , I dunno why , every time she talked to me always got this topic , virginity . She keeps lecturing me to keep my virginity , and blah blah blah . Even just now she asked me also whether I'm still virgin or no . Omg , really , this girl is so kay poh . She said she will always maintain her virginity till marriage . Then when I told her ,"I can't promise that I will keep my virginity till marriage ... "
I haven't finished my sentence and she already shocked a while and then gave me that 'naughty' look , she asked me ,"Oh... I know , you can't wait to do with your bf right ??"
Wah liao , you think I can easily loose control huh ? Then I continued my sentence ,"Well , listen first ... I can't promise that I will keep that virginity till I'm married , but I can promise that I will try my best to keep it till I'm married , nothing is impossible you know ? Cause sometimes , we can just anyhow loose control , and ya we're just human , sometimes we loose control , but not every time la ... and anyway , just do everything when you're ready , to get maximum result , if not , later not maximum result you get , but a regret . Ya , a regret is always comes late , as always..."
Then she was like ... okay I got it . Ya , I think she should stop bothering about other people's life . It's their life , not yours . Care about other people's life is okay , but not care too much . Anything that is too much has never been good . She even getting stressed because of caring too much about Amy's life . Omg , just leave her la ...
She said that she's afraid what if one day she heard that Amy is pregnant and then go suicide .
Aiyoh... it's her problem , you know ? You just need to tell her that she must be careful , and take care of her self . I think that's enough la . If after that she keeps danger her life , then ya no choice , it's her problem . The important thing is that you can take care of your self .
I don't mean to say that caring for best friend is not important . Well , I care about my best friends , but I don't care too much . I just need to maybe remind them if they want to do something dangerous for their life , but the thing about they want to do it or no is their decision , not mine . So , ya actually the only thing that can control your life is your self . Not your family , not your best friend , not your lover , no one else but your self . Future is on your hand . Correct or not ?
Hmmm I still remember , last time , she cared too much about me . Ya , she asked a lot about my life , just like my mother . She asked me about my school , my family , my best friends , and even about my boyfriend also . She also thought that all Indonesian girls are like Amy , go clubbing , rich , so pampered . Then I told her that not all Indonesian girls are so lucky like her . Amy's expenses per month is SGD 1000 plus . Compare it with mine , my expenses every month is around SGD 300- 500 only never exceed that limit . Unless I have a lots of urgent things or health problem and need to be hospitalized , that's a different case . If I spent SGD 1000 plus per month , my parents would definitely 'kill' me . They would sent me back to Indonesia , and then I would go suicide .
I told that Viet girl that it's because Amy is from Jakarta , and I'm from Malang . Jakarta is a big city , it's the capital city of Indonesia , mine is just a small city that a lots of my local people here dunno where it is , it's on East Java . Amy's lifestyle of course is different from mine . She's born and raised in a rich family . I think if she's drunk or something , her parents are still okay with that . My parents would kill me if they caught me drunk . Besides , I don't drink . I don't like alcoholic drink .
Then the last thing she talked about was about money . She said that Amy never appreciate money . She likes wasting money . Then the Viet girl said that for her , SGD 1 is already expensive . Well same here , in my hometown , using SGD 1.00 , you can eat once till you're full . Movie also so cheap , non weekend is around SGD 2.00 , and weekend is around SGD 3.00 to SGD 4.00 only . It's different from Jakarta . I think there , the price is about the same with the price in Singapore . Since it's the capital city of Indonesia .
So then I talked to her about a lots of things .
First , she talked about her crush . She said that she never guessed that that guy keeps changing girl . Then I told her that because he's still young and of course la won't take a relationship as a serious action . Then she insisted that this guy is nice , or something , and the thing that she likes the most from this guy is that he's still a virgin . Then I told her that it's because he's still 17 la , he can still change . Still a kid , later see whether he can still be a nice guy when he's 24 plus . Aiyoh , looking for a serious relationship , why hoping it from a 17 year old guy ? Normally guys on that age will just play play only la , still young mah...
Then she talked about a girl in my school , just call her Amy for simple , she's from Jakarta . I know that her parents are rich , ya since Jakarta people are normally rich , and she's so pampered . To me , she's so lucky , pretty , rich , have so many guys adore her , and so pampered . One thing that I can't stand from her , why she keeps saying that she's so unlucky , her parents never sent her money , and she wants to kill her self . That's what the Viet girl said about her . Wah liao , never sent her money but how can she often go shopping ? Money fall down from sky ah ? Then the Viet girl also said that Amy often go clubbing , and once , after clubbing and she was drunk , she was going somewhere with a guy she just met once only in the club and the guy touched her below part , and she didn't realize what the guy did with it . She didn't know whether the guy put his "thing" inside there or no . The Viet girl only knew that the next day she came to her and cried in front of her saying that she regret the thing and wanted to kill her self . The Viet girl said "I dunno whether she loose her virginity but she didn't wanna tell me or just because she never got guy touch it before ... But she said that her 'thing' is painful after that "
I replied ,"Maybe the guy didn't put his 'thing' inside , just fingers only , or I dunno also , I never experienced that stuff before , so I never know ..."
Then the Viet girl , I dunno why , every time she talked to me always got this topic , virginity . She keeps lecturing me to keep my virginity , and blah blah blah . Even just now she asked me also whether I'm still virgin or no . Omg , really , this girl is so kay poh . She said she will always maintain her virginity till marriage . Then when I told her ,"I can't promise that I will keep my virginity till marriage ... "
I haven't finished my sentence and she already shocked a while and then gave me that 'naughty' look , she asked me ,"Oh... I know , you can't wait to do with your bf right ??"
Wah liao , you think I can easily loose control huh ? Then I continued my sentence ,"Well , listen first ... I can't promise that I will keep that virginity till I'm married , but I can promise that I will try my best to keep it till I'm married , nothing is impossible you know ? Cause sometimes , we can just anyhow loose control , and ya we're just human , sometimes we loose control , but not every time la ... and anyway , just do everything when you're ready , to get maximum result , if not , later not maximum result you get , but a regret . Ya , a regret is always comes late , as always..."
Then she was like ... okay I got it . Ya , I think she should stop bothering about other people's life . It's their life , not yours . Care about other people's life is okay , but not care too much . Anything that is too much has never been good . She even getting stressed because of caring too much about Amy's life . Omg , just leave her la ...
She said that she's afraid what if one day she heard that Amy is pregnant and then go suicide .
Aiyoh... it's her problem , you know ? You just need to tell her that she must be careful , and take care of her self . I think that's enough la . If after that she keeps danger her life , then ya no choice , it's her problem . The important thing is that you can take care of your self .
I don't mean to say that caring for best friend is not important . Well , I care about my best friends , but I don't care too much . I just need to maybe remind them if they want to do something dangerous for their life , but the thing about they want to do it or no is their decision , not mine . So , ya actually the only thing that can control your life is your self . Not your family , not your best friend , not your lover , no one else but your self . Future is on your hand . Correct or not ?
Hmmm I still remember , last time , she cared too much about me . Ya , she asked a lot about my life , just like my mother . She asked me about my school , my family , my best friends , and even about my boyfriend also . She also thought that all Indonesian girls are like Amy , go clubbing , rich , so pampered . Then I told her that not all Indonesian girls are so lucky like her . Amy's expenses per month is SGD 1000 plus . Compare it with mine , my expenses every month is around SGD 300- 500 only never exceed that limit . Unless I have a lots of urgent things or health problem and need to be hospitalized , that's a different case . If I spent SGD 1000 plus per month , my parents would definitely 'kill' me . They would sent me back to Indonesia , and then I would go suicide .
I told that Viet girl that it's because Amy is from Jakarta , and I'm from Malang . Jakarta is a big city , it's the capital city of Indonesia , mine is just a small city that a lots of my local people here dunno where it is , it's on East Java . Amy's lifestyle of course is different from mine . She's born and raised in a rich family . I think if she's drunk or something , her parents are still okay with that . My parents would kill me if they caught me drunk . Besides , I don't drink . I don't like alcoholic drink .
Then the last thing she talked about was about money . She said that Amy never appreciate money . She likes wasting money . Then the Viet girl said that for her , SGD 1 is already expensive . Well same here , in my hometown , using SGD 1.00 , you can eat once till you're full . Movie also so cheap , non weekend is around SGD 2.00 , and weekend is around SGD 3.00 to SGD 4.00 only . It's different from Jakarta . I think there , the price is about the same with the price in Singapore . Since it's the capital city of Indonesia .
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